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Anne had always been in love with him.
Always.
He taught her high school class.
History and Moral Philosophy.
She loved him then.
All the girls did.
He had been handsome. Polite. Self-confident. Rugged.
Powerful.
They tried. She tried.
But no. High-school girls were not for him.
He let them down, gently. Always.
But he did let them down. Always.
She hated his girlfriends. Hated them!
All the girls did.
He expanded her mind. Her heart.
She wanted him.
She could not have him.
The other girls had moved on. Had boyfriends. Husbands. Children.
Anne wanted him. Only him.
She had her college degree. Her own studio.
She was famous.
She was alone.
She photographed the pretty girls who danced.
One picture paid very well. She was wealthy.
But empty still.
She found him again.
He had grown old. Retired.
Alone.
He had paid time's toll.
She could not see it.
She saw only him.
As he was.
As he still was.
She tried to see the mortal sheath that now enveloped him.
She regretted only that it was ephemeral.
She wanted him. Still. Always.
He did not believe her. Not at first.
She had to convince him.
The first time, it hurt.
He worried.
She told him not to.
Then it was good.
It filled her.
It filled her soul.
He liked to read. She brought him books.
She tried not to interrupt his reading.
But some times she needed him.
His time on Earth was short. She knew that she could not have him for very long.
She knew that she could have him forever.
He was gone. Free of his mortal cage.
He was still with her.
He left his legacy with her.
He never knew. She hadn't known.
She wished he had known.
Maybe he did, now.
She would wear black. Always.
Not in mourning, but in memory.
Not for sadness, but for joy.
He had filled her heart, and that could never leave her.
He would never leave her.
He would be there.
Always.
In her mind.
In her heart.
She would never be alone again.
- The End -
December 18, 2006
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